Monday, January 30, 2006
Yesterday, I saw a black butterfly with white & blue metallic spots fluttering by my aunt's tree. I ran to my sister's room to get the digicam so I could take a picture of the pretty creature. But it wasn't easy...the closer I get to it, the farther it flies away. I only captured it on video.
Which reminded me of my high school days when my friends and I would frequent the school's garden during recess time so we could watch butterflies during their mating season (yesss, it was obvious that it was the mating season because it was the only month when more than a dozen different butterflies would be flying around that area of the school which is full of santan flowers). Not contented, we'd catch some of them and keep them inside an inflated clear plastic bag or an empty Pringles container.
We'd marvel at their beauty while some of our classmates would tell us that the powder from their wings can cause blindness.
End of Flashback.
This morning, a local TV show featured a Butterfly Pavillion. I just learned that the beautiful butterfly that I saw yesterday is called "The Great Egg Fly". And that butterlies only live from 2 to 4 weeks. I felt so guilty that I didn't even let those poor butterflies live a normal life. They have such a short lifespan and I could've just let them live, suck nectars and flutter around the school garden happily.
How could I ruin such a beautiful thing?
Even if it wasn't me who catches them. I'm still guilty.
Now I understand why even for a photograph, I wasn't given a chance to capture its beauty...
Because for so many times I have captured them for their beauty without thinking about its life.
This is another example of suffering because you can't have what you want.
just another day...
9:01 PM
Had fun with Haze last Saturday sa Greenhills.
Actually, we were supposed to go there a week ago just to look for
"Pullips "
(it is a super-kawaii doll that we're so dying to buy)
pero...

boo hoo.
Kaya ayun, we had dinner na lang.
And!!! we found a shop na nagbebenta ng maraming action figures!!
Ang saya-saya!!! I want them all!!
They're also selling VCDs and DVDs of Anime Series and OVAs.
There's also a Toy Store selling Carebear Plushies worth 125pesos!!
Ang mura!!! I'm definitely going back, I'll buy one..
Idadagdag ko un sa Plushie Collection ko.
Basta next week, next week talaga.
Babalik kami!! Shopping Galore to!!! HaHa!!
(^______^)v <3<3<3
just another day...
10:19 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
I feel so bad right now.
It's not really sadness, just umm... I don't really feel so happy-SUPER-happy.
Maybe it's one of those days that I feel depressed without any reason but in the evening, I'd feel better.
It's hard to explain. I'm so confused right now.
I've felt this months ago and It lasted a week. I dont know why it's back. T.T
Sometimes I want to share my thoughts but I dont wanna burden people with my shallowness.
I'm not PMS-ing. I wish it's that simple.
Give it 2-4 days, I'll be back to normal again.
just another day...
3:09 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Friday is a Happy Happy Day!
We had a Pictorial for Imago in the afternoon. Aia is so pretty!! I really like her.
I love Imago's songs especially"Idlip" and "Akap". She has a very beautiful voice. It's really very different when you get to meet an artist you admire, as in up-close. She's always smiling, much like a happy baby.
And we both wore Pink!! nyaha!!

But all of that could never compare to the excitement that I felt all day while staring at the clock, waiting for 6pm.
I've never been to Cubao without my parents or friends.
Another first time. =)
And after nine years, Backstreet's Back (alright!!)... hehe
I finally got to watch them live! I have waited for this moment since 6th grade.
BSB played a very big part in my teenage years. I've met friends who are also BSB fans... we'll sing, change our last names to Carter or Dorough, call each other on the phone, sreaming "BSB has a new video!!"
Makes me want to say "those were the days..." again.
When they appeared onstage and sang The Call, tears fell from my eyes (naks!).
Yeah, I know it's too cheesy to be crying just because I've finally met BSB, but what can I do?
Nine Years man! Nine Years!!
They were tears of JOY.... haha!!
Well, I thank my Ate Lee for buying us tickets. I have almost lost the opportunity to see BSB because I didn't have the money for the ticket. Wah! God Loves Me!!!
just another day...
9:34 AM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
My sister & I recorded everything on TV... both Local & Cable channel.
just another day...
9:32 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
I almost lost my cat last night.
I thought that he's just wandering around the roof. I went to the store to buy Pop Cola whistling, trying to check if my cat is somewhere near. Then... I heard his cry!!
He's hiding under a parked ten-wheeler truck. He recognized me when I crawled under the truck. When I pulled him he tried to run to the main road (!) Gah! There were speeding cars and tricycles!!!! He could've been killed!
I hugged him and carried him home. He was very calm, he didn't cry, kick, bite or scratch me. I don't know what I would do if I lost him!!!! Thank God I found him! Waaaaah!!!
When wegot home I fed him his favorite... Friskies!! =3
just another day...
10:40 AM
Monday, January 16, 2006
another picture post!! nyaha! (^o^)v
huwaw! classic! XD
Beautiful
anyway, I bought 2 dolls from the ukay... I lufffff 'em so much!!! they're sooo kawaii!!
Qoo & Jigglypuff
I now officially love Bennie K. I first saw their "Oasis" vid on Wowow. Now, I'm sooo inlove with their song "Sky". (I am currently downloading it..hehe)
just another day...
10:53 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006

La-la-la-lala... v(^o^)/
Right now, I'm so inlove with the song 'Cool' by Gwen Stefani. I love her LoveAngelMusicBaby album! I want to be a Harajuku Girl!! haha!!
just another day...
11:50 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
just another day...
9:51 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
just another day...
10:57 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Spent New Year's Eve with my family at my Lola's house. We watched fireworks while drinking hot choco. Mejo pangit lang kc may neighbor na nambubuhos na tubig from their building para mabasa ung mga nagpapaputok. Kill Joy! pati nung nakaraang New Year's Eve celebration, naghulog naman ng knife! if they don't want to hear any noise or ayaw nila may nakikitang fireworks, lumipat na lang sila sa Private Subdivision!! Shit sila. Maayos naman lagi ang New Year's Eve samin, everyone's happy and nagpaparty talaga. Well anyway, sa attitude nilang yun, I don't think na 2006 will be a good year for them... as in.
Kids say the craziest things. My little nieces are so funny! ang ku-cute pa nila. They talk like grown-ups.
Goodbye 2005 and thank you for all the blessings- loving family, hearty laughs, good friends, graduation, my first job, new friends, old friends, rain, making mistakes, beautiful stars and bright moon, being 20 and turning a year older, inspiration, good health, sunshine, coffee, getting hurt, closure, green tea, lovely poems, learning that being tactless isn't good and being too nice will only do you harm, knowing who my real friends are, memories.
just another day...
11:23 AM