Tuesday, October 28, 2008
same drawing but with different hair color. i'm bored. my younger sis went on a downloading spree yesterday. she downloaded D no Arashi 15-18 and Shukudaikun 103, Johnny's Sports Fest 2003. Sports Fest! i literally jumped on my seat on the soccer match! i wanted to let out my fangirl scream at 1AM but my dad will be mad. Sho-kun's so cool! wooooh!
1 hour to go. I wanna go home~!
just another day...
6:34 PM
just another day...
5:29 PM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i drank coffee today. i'm not allowed to but nobody saw me so i guess it's okay. i needed to calm my nerves, and it's the only thing that soothes me when i'm stressed. i took one cappucino flavored coffee from the untouched box that i bought from the grocery last week. it tasted awful but the caffeine really kicked my sleepiness away. i would've thrown the boiling hot contents of my tumbler onto the faces of some shitty people but that would only bring me trouble. i wouldn't want to waste the caffeine on them.
i felt insulted but i shouldn't take it seriously, they're older, they'll die before me anyway- that's according to the two people i talked to this afternoon. pretty cool advice huh?
no more tears. one more then it's goodbye.
just another day...
6:49 PM
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
thinking of what to eat everyday has become a hard task. i'm afraid that eating this or that will leave my tummy in pain. i miss my coffee breaks. i miss coffee. i want coffee. i can't eat or drink my fave foods- V-cut, fried foods, taho, coffee, cola, etc.
i have to control myself... this is for my own good. i'll be obedient... i should be coz the medicine i'm drinking is freaking expensive!!! one tablet is enough to buy a meal with upsize drink and fries in a fastfood restaurant! my poor wallet. good thing i only have to drink it once a day. (>o<);;
just another day...
4:19 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
Dad brought me to the UST hospital this morning. I had an appointment with his gastroenterolgist but the doctor is still in Germany. The substitute physician is a young lady- she's very nice.
I have acid reflux... Gastroesophageal reflux. It has something to do with the sphincter of my stomach that stops the acid in the stomach from climbing up my mouth. I have to drink this medicine that will help in controlling the acid flow in my stomach. I'm not allowed to drink coffee and eat spicy and oily foods. I have another appointment in two weeks to see if the condition of my heartburn and sour taste in the mouth will improve. If not, they'll prescribe me with another medicine that will speed up the movement of the acid from my stomach to the small intestines. Sounds pretty complicated, my sister said. But I am glad to hear I'm not dying yet (I still haven't watched Arashi in a concert dammit!) haha.
THANK GOD I'M NOT SERIOUSLY ILL! ~♥
I've was so scared that I'll be diagnosed with something incurable or fatal that I've been putting down my family's offer of taking me to a doctor and my lovable friends' advice of having myself checked.
Life is definitely good. =)
just another day...
8:19 PM
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I got into an argument with my dad this morning. The usual why-do-you-always-sleep-late-now-you're-sick-and-lazy-and-the-cats-are-freaking-annoying-coz-they-poop-everywhere fight. I left home without eating anything, even if he made hotdog sandwiches and a banana-mango-pineapple shake for me. Isip bata na naman ako thinking that that'll make him worry coz of my stomach problem just to get even. It's just that I'm already tired and his nagging is not helping with the stress I've been going through for the past months. I wanted to give my mind a rest even for just one day but it seems that it's not really possible. Oh, and violet bruises are randomly popping out on my right arm for no reason. Must be the stress again.
gastroenterologist appointment next week. Hope I'm not seriously ill (I'm also hoping they won't take me to a psychiatrist instead).
just another day...
7:21 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
We watched Hana Kimi SP last night on live streaming. Thank God keyhole was very cooperative :D. My sis had to stop typing her school project just to let me watch on the computer.. sweet little sister! hee hee <3
I was so amused watching the first half that I forgot to take screencaps. During a commercial break, I opened photoshop to paste my screenies XD
NOT REALLY SPOILER COZ YOU WON"T SEE ANYTHING IMPORTANT GOING ON XD
I just took caps of the pretties~!
Serizawa when he's not running. I kid I kid. haha.
It's my fave HK character Nakatsu!
Soshi Nanba the ladies' man
Sano still a little emo. Still cute ♥
Pretty Hibari *_*
Hibari Four!!
Mizuki having a bad case of dandruff.
Keisuke Kato. I just had to cap this coz I like that guy (encircled).
He's "Gii" in 'Takumi-kun Soshite ni Sasayaite'.
Mizuki! Maki is so beautiful ♥♥♥!
Oh, I forgot to take caps of someone... JUNPEI! He's the lead guy in the drama Hachi-One Diver. They gave him more screen time and lines in the SP. He's cute!
Here's a screencap of him in the opening of the Hana Kimi series:
That is all. Can't wait to download the raw files and english subs =)
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Ohno won Best Actor in the Nikkan Sports Awards! Maou is Best Drama!! Wooooohh Yeahhh!!! *happy fangirl :3*
Ryusei no Kizuna on fridayyyy!!!!!!!! YAY!!! 8Dvjust another day...
11:51 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
watching the fancams made me feel overly happy and at the same time sorry for myself that i didn't try my luck in lottery or rob a bank (haha)- anything just to have money money money to watch Arashi's concert. If i did that, I'll be in taipei right now (or in jail lolz). Arashi ~for dreammmmmm!! Nezt year!! NEXT YEAR!! JUST YOU WAIT! oh my fangirl heart! ♥
ok. back to work hihi XD
just another day...
5:54 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
My mood swings are getting worse. For two freaking days, I cried for no reason. I even cried in my sleep. Gah. I know I'm crazy but I'm not sure anymore... I think I get crazier everyday. orz
So... I turned on the computer and watched Arashi shows. I love their Odoroki specials. I learn and I laugh and it definitely cheered me up last night.
just another day...
7:10 PM
